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Some Waking Woman

by OD Davey

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1.
I love you in the morning, I love you in my spine, my spinal chord, when I stretch I feel love in my toes. The gloom through the skylight drowns the glow from the screen as the dawn washes over you and you stir like some waking woman. Clare, you’re grey like everything is at dawn but you sweat and so you shine with the smell of your own thrills and the mould on the window sill. Your hands are cracked all over. The songs all sang of softness but you are more realistic than the deepest, deepest celluloid. The ceiling is unwinding, the walls are curling in and your skin blends into the linen, grey on grey, like the sea and sky. Clare, you’re getting worse, just like everything but that’s entropy for you and for me and for these four walls and your skin and just about everything.
2.
It’s life on the open road for me, boys! Tin toys circling a bored child and mile after mile of hoovered carpet, pottery tiles and old white dog shit. Yes, they were always somewhere within reach of children, best laid plans of mice and men, I would learn to compromise. In Princess Leia he found a lover, Han had another version of her. She was the only woman in the galaxy, apparently, everybody had her, even Anakin’s ghost. Love was always somewhere, every rebel campaign, all the porn was Barbie dolls and every lane was tin cars.
3.
You made the sign of two fingers flicked, the V was me, the judgment quick, I tried to smile, it made you sick with more resolve, your fingers stiffening and I knew I was in love with you. I know what you’re thinking, I’m a masochist, but no, I’ve been around the block, cock, and I’ve never had a lover give me so much probable cause. You are the coals beneath my soles, you are the bubble in my vein, you are the migraine of tomorrow today. Oh the pain and I knew I was in love with you, I know what you’re thinking, I’m a masochist, but no, I’ve been around the block, cock, and I’ve never had a lover give me so much probable cause, no she’s/he’s never had a lover give her/him so much probable cause.
4.
The Way Home 02:56
You were young, I was younger, I was hungry all the time, all the way home you hummed the theme from my favourite programme. I lay down in that cold and lonely town, raised my blouse against my father’s house. Burnt breath like the vapour from a lighter through your teeth, sweet vinegar, cold meets, not moan, not bark, a bleat. In your mouth was iron from the south, from my nose the blood fell on your clothes.
5.
Holy Land 03:02
We dealt in Coke, knelt and choked on the sodium, we kissed the girls’ plastic pearls for a dare and then once they said stop all the cops became robbers, blood on our hands out of love for our holy land. We fell together, we never tell, come hell and high water we never tell, we never tell.
6.
Crash 03:57
He walked through ten fields of wheat to find the corner that’d beat him, the sky went yellow in defeat, there came a bellow from the heavens, through the verge he found a snake made of tarmac he remembered, tire tracks across its face, this was the place where he’d been tempted by the broken beams on the line of trees, by the teasing skin, washed and black, by the madding glare of the windscreen soaked, the stink of oil, raped and chocked. Now the rain dulled everything with the sweetness of the morning, wet tarmac warming is a thing of pure solace when you smell it, the breathalyzer made no sound though he had blown with all his courage, pound for pound his car had lost, the cost was nothing, he’d seen heaven in the twinkling eyes of the midnight road, in the flush surprise, tow and crush, in the sick disguise of the highway code, the thrill chastised from the fear.
7.
I tell you I love you but I don’t know why, old habits die hard, concrete echoes blow holes in the school yard where you pull my trousers down. Please don’t leave me this way, I plead but all the children say: Look at him, he’s funny to see with his knees and balls and shame. You tell me you love me but I don’t know why, old habits die hard, my pathetic’ness has had an adverse affect, you’ve erected a new flag. Please don’t leave me this way, I plead but pleading isn’t sexy, so we go our separate ways, you go east, alone, and I stay home.
8.
When I fall in love with you, ring the bell, I’ll go to hell in a mean old boat, mean old swell, no buoys allowed, you the mustard cloud, me the shell suit, tout suite, hell, boy just spit it out, I might as well: I miss you. Will he, wont he, do he, don’t he, you above me, you below me, only lonely fools begrudge me, Rosie knows she used to own me.
9.
This Time 03:02
Maybe, just maybe the world doesn’t stop at the drop of my bowler, I told her I’m lazy I’d fall in the seventh, by heaven or hell, though I swear by the bell I’ll be sat in my corner, ignore her, she’s only the fate of us all, the booze in my tea, the piss up the wall, such gall on the lady, coincidence, maybe this time when I drop it I’ll stop it this time! Borne from the holy of holies aside, though guided they were by a star in the sky, could it be I was one of a billion born and I’ll die on the lawn or on top of a car horn or under a scaffold by a raffle of bricks, there are no tricks to dying, you die and that’s it, how bloody depressing, I hope it’s a lie, here’s to you, believers, one more for the fire!
10.
Everyone knows you’re a Somebody so go, leave it behind, finish your kind, be the last one, be declined, it’s for the best. The test of time is a line they feed to fools, if you think that the rules don’t apply to you, think again. Why don’t you go to the south of France and take heed of the wine? Everyone’s fine, you’re a millionaire by now, surely? You tripped and fell on the day you walked through the door, it’s just as well, we deplore success in our own, our thrown is a loan from the central bank to your heart, your debt, paid in parts, is an ache we all have to take, its not, it’s not heavy, you’re not heavy, you are my brother, its not, it’s not heavy, you’re not heavy, you are my brother.

about

“The songs on Some Waking Woman come up like ragged wildflowers in the unnameable heel of wasteland between the end house of the terrace and the already-dated concrete and plastic of the new business park. Too much? The songs come up from the hot gap between the weird dissociative dreamscape and the phone-alarm of a slate Tuesday morningtime. They look out from the record with a gaze that’s lost between doe-eyed affection and a murky voyeurism. They’re made of a music caught between the battered nylon-string and a layered orchestration turning between lush and gritty.

It’s between the pottery and the calcified dogshit; between the filthy rebels and the eerie loyalists; between the probable cause of an action not quite either the Frenchman’s crime of passion or the English barfight. It’s a record of between-ness – like, this is just between us, right? It’s the same gap between the ballad and the mumbled apology, the love song and the exasperated sigh. My trousers have been pulled down in the playground again. Tsk. I love you and all of love turns out to be a colossal shitshow. Tsk.

Some Waking Woman isn’t an anthem nor an elegy, although it has moments of both. It isn’t quite in the gutter, but it’s sure as hell not looking at the stars – the album has its gaze locked on the almost-clean livingroom carpet, or the overgrown tarmac country-road corner, or the PVC windowframes slowly colouring-in with dawn. In the hands of O. D. Davey, the ordinary surfaces of a life like the one everyone actually has are made to glimmer weirdly with the inevitable love, loss and resignation underneath them. The comedy underneath it all. The album’s intimate, and the recording even more so: we hear the creak in Davey’s voice, the sound of his tongue moving in his mouth, the air dragged into his lungs. It’s like being inside his head.

These are touching, intricate ballads with melodies of nursery-rhyme sweetness, but as reimagined by a failed nineties gameshow host, humming his old theme-tunes as he staggers back home pissed after closing time. But they’re songs of love, for all that; his daughters haven’t called in months. The sense is that these narrators have more love than they know what to do with; move love than they can trust themselves to handle; more love than they can believe in. Davey handles the flaws and imperfections and fractures of day-to-day living; finds the gap and digs in. This is an attention paid to the agonising and lovely awkward corners of life that don’t get talked about. This is a record as in an LP, but a record too in the sense of a setting down of something true.”

- Joey Connolly, 2017

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Some Waking Woman is also a series of films by the artists Graw Bockler, available to watch in full via the youtube link in the bio. Here's a little more about that film series:

Some Waking Woman: Super-8 reels by Graw Böckler & songs by O.D. Davey

The following Super-8 reels are unedited so that their contingencies and mistakes remain. Each reel has one theme and lasts approximately two minutes and twenty-two seconds, as all super-8 reels are bound to. Each song therefore lasts the same when bound to its reel.

There’s a feeling you can get when you’re living the story projected in front of you and the movie reel ends and the screen burns white; it can be like when a dream ends and it’s never convenient.

Although each reel and each song has a story of its own, they play together something like a memory of one another; like one haunting the other the way present and past can; the way sadness and happiness can; the way the lives of others, which time and space can no longer hide, can haunt one’s own and yours theirs.

Each of these reels is presented with the album-length lyrics of the O.D. Davey song that they accompany, in the order in which they appear on Davey’s album Some Waking Woman. Graw Böckler and O.D Davey chose each reel together, looking for something intuitive that bound the image and song to tell a new story, be that something sentiment, comedy, fantasy, mystery.



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credits

released October 27, 2017

Written, arranged and performed by O.D. Davey

with Claire Healy - vocals
Daniel Hipkin - bass guitar & keyboard
Ollie Hipkin - drums
Alastair Davey - keyboard
Salvador Garza - Melletron

Recorded and produced by O.D. Davey.
Studio recording by Salvador Garza with thanks to Richard Evans, Javier Weyler and Fossil Studios.

Mastered by Salvador Garza.

Cover images by Graw Boeckler and design by Joe Shakespeare.

A special thanks to Tom Steinle.

For Clare.

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